[January 09, 2010] fionie [ music | 듣죠... 그대를 - 규현 ] I wanted to post about something fandom related, but decided to leave it till..... another time, I guess. Time to post something about myself^^ Being the big believer in horoscope/feng shui, here's something I took off LittleKungFuGirl in sj-world. ( :D ) xuanniiexism , thanks for the thank you on sjw. I love you too^^ Well........long post. Open house tomorrow. Not looking forward to it. reply

[January 08, 2010] studsincircles God, I will persevere and be super thick-skinned even if it meant me having a super awkward time next year in school. have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith have faith reply

Khob Khun Khaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ [January 08, 2010] studsincircles [ mood | tired ] Hi guys, i'm back from the world of TomYam Khung and PhatThai! here's a break-down of the 4 days that i was in thailand (for memories' sake) With my sister,Catherine and Kangli and Nicole Day 1 Reach Changi early in morning and the feeling was SO GOOD! It always felt good when you know that you're going to fly off to a foreign land and not just there to send others off. . . . Touched down in Bkk and went to Citin Pratunam Hotel. There was internet access which means regular checking of Fb, Gmail and Twitter! Headed straight to Chatuchak a.k.a JJ Weekend Market and WOW it was big! It was like a enormous Bugis Street just 10 Times BIGGER! and HOTTER with dirt cheap clothes to anything literally! Combed the area was a tough feat as it was super hot with huge crowds everywhere! One thing I love about Thailand is that they sell old school glass bottles with Coke! Ok so it was there that i saw Ferlin! (or maybe just a look-alike) it was weird seeing her there hhaha! [ ok give up putting a break down shall continue some other day, i can't remember what happened! ] will post pics after nicole/kangli put up photos! timetable's BAD as usual. reply

[January 07, 2010] fionie I created a twitter just to follow Shindong. And felt ridiculous right after I created the account. Nice. 4/ read reply

[January 07, 2010] fionie Today, or yesterday rather, my Grandma suddenly called me in the middle of the day. Told me she was sick, and still is, which was why she didn't call me even though she'd returned from Malaysia with things for me. She even asked me to go over for dinner, said she would cook, even though she sounded pretty sick and listless. ... I think she was also feeling lonely. Ever since some ass in the company complained about her not doing her job well. Funny how that person chose to complain right when she was on holiday, with my Aunt. How do you even do a cleaning job well anyway? But that's not the point. My relatives living with her were all working overtime. Which was probably why. I love my Grandma ♥ She's so cute she actually really hates the bad characters in dramas. We were having dinner together, just the 2 of us, watching 'Wife's temptation' on Channel U, and talking about what was happening. I wonder if it's a Chinese thing; but I really, really enjoyed it - having dinner together like that. Simple pleasures, that's the way life should be. &&&  cut even though I ♥ the pictures so much ( pictures :D ) I never ever save airport pics, unless they contain some sort of skinship. But seeing these, I totally went AS;KSDFGHGDSA , which is kind of sad, actually. I am such a sucker for hoodies, and..... winter clothing in general ;___; It doesn't help that it's Siwon, and it's the first time I've seen him dressed like this. He's usually just in Tshirt + jeans, and a coat. With a beanie and sunglasses. I really like him dressed the way he is in the pictures, with his hair all natural. why am I so weird D: and LOL at his bag. Rich kid is rich. Though he doesn't like to talk about it. reply

teukie teukie [January 04, 2010] fionie Doesn't anyone else find this strangely.... attractive? 3/ read reply

2010 will be a Year of Breakthroughs [January 03, 2010] studsincircles Today I had my very first Ydance prac with all the dancers and I must say it's a pretty cool experience. Besides the fact that I haven't been dancing ever since school dance stopped, it was a different feeling overall. Once again, I'm reminded of the fact that: I'm a Christian who happens to be a dancer. and that is so true! Anyway, I received 2 x'mas cards today. Both made my day.. the 1st one left a huge impression. Wow. It reminded me of how much He can speak to others thru dancing and that how much I can do to serve the ministry to bring it to greater glory. I may not be the best dancer out there but God adds on to my giftings to bless everyone. Yes, loads of visions and expectations although I'm just a freshie. But, say what? 2010 is also a Year of Great Expectations! Today, Ps Jeff talks about 'Breakthroughs'. Oh boy, I sure need them in these specific aspects. Secret to having Breakthroughs in life = Walking close to God. I wil walk even closer with Him in 2010 than in 2009. I will have breakthroughs in all those areas and with His strength, All things are possible! 2010 will be tough, challenging, demanding, torturous? SO WHAT? But it will definitely be GREATER and BETTER  cause I'm doing all these with GOD! I'm prepared for all the challenges ahead and I'm ready to take them head-on 'cause God never fail! quote from jiali's blog: "But to make sure the actions follow the right intentions, I want to input the fact that classes are but one way to learn & improve as a dancer" yeah, precisely... If taking classes are the ONLY way to learn & improve as a dancer... then how could Street Dancers survive? And in a lot cases, have the ability to dance with more soul and flavour? Speaking of that, it's just intriguing to know that Street Dancers learn dance without mirrors. YES, NO MIRRORS! :O (gng to bkk in a few hours. ahhh sleeep! serious lack of sleep) HAPPY 2010! IT WILL BE GREAT, (REALLY) !!! ********** just saw someone's post. i'm glad all my doubts are gone. i want to deepen the friendship loads. This just reminded me of  He replied, “Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.” Matthew 17:20 Just look at how small is 1 mustard seed. If only I could have faith of just that teeny, weeny mustard seed. I'll overcome brave storms and surging seas. This spells time for me to grow in Faith.................. and to grow in time management so that I can spare more time for all my secondary friends :\ sorry if you guys thought I literally threw you all away and that I'm engrossed in my own stuffs. SO many friendships of the past were being tested towards the end of 2009. Some survived (barely), Some failed terribly, Quite a number were almost non-existent, and only few triumphed. Ok Maybe it didn't strike to a lot people that I treasure friendships dearly... But I do reflect and think over all my relationships with my friends occasionally. Some, I reckons are beyond repair.  Imagine: This glass vase which has come crashing on the ground. Even if one manages to piece the bits back to one, the cracks are clearly evident to the eye. Uh this is always the example used in drama shows.. but it's true. Lasting friendships are like humpty dumpties. Even after "bad times", they will still rebound back to the "good times". Perhaps, some said things which can never be taken back or done things which are perfectly out of their minds.... But, true friends forgive each other. Perhaps, you or me find it hard to forgive and forget - Maybe forgive, but never ever forget - but God erases of all the past wrong doings and hands to you, this clean, blank piece of paper. A Clean Record. Have you done ANYTHING to earn it? No. But why did He do this? It is because He loves you, even when you don't know Him. Thank You God for giving so many Second Chances. Thank You for being so faithful and for not giving up hope on me. I must not, must not trample on your Goodness again. Even when the world gives up hope on me, You were always my Supporter. Thank You for being my Best Friend even though I might have done things which disappoint You. Thank You for that how-many-millionth-time Chance, 'cause... It Matters. 2/ read reply

새해 복 많이 받으세요 [January 01, 2010] fionie Firstly, Happy Birthday Sungmin! Keep smiling that wide and cute smile of yours^^ Also, good luck and congratulations for your new musical! (And Yesung too!) A new year, a new start! May 2010 be a year filled with happiness, and may everyone be happy and healthy! Here's good riddance to the pain and sorrow in 2009! My only resolution for 2010 is to study hard for the first 11months, I have to get through this. I CAN DO IT! GCE 'A' Levels/수능 here we go! (everyone please give me strength throughout the year ;___;) 15/ read reply

sorry; a rather emo fandom post... again [December 31, 2009] fionie I was starting to feel much better, until this bitch (sorry, this concerns my... mental well-being) insisted that all Geng wants is out, and wants to go solo, now that he's all famous. You're entitled to your own pov but don't impose it on others. To someone who tried to donate almost his entire salary to charity anonymously........really? All I can say is that we don't know what's going on behind closed doors, that's for sure. I remember a recent SJM interview in Taiwan where Siwon was explaining his reason for teasing Geng about his 'old age'. He said he asked Geng to pass the pencil, and then imitated Geng's soft, listless reply: " I don't want to... I'm very tired " Siwon obviously meant it as a joke, but it was also obviously something that really happened. Which makes me wonder how overworked this boy really was. Then I recall how when the members went on vacation a few months ago, there was no news of Geng going on one. It could have been something that went unreported, but the next thing I knew, SJM's EP was out. Or at least that's the way I remember it. I could have gotten the sequence of events wrong but I can't really be bothered to do research now. And then, THIS. Got the link off kyuppuccino 's post almost a week ago. But till now, reading the entire thing still breaks my heart. And there's this one part... " No one could imagine what kind of pain [there was] behind such [a] resplendent smile...we didn't know until a year later... and we know from then to now, it has been almost 2 years, his health condition is getting worse and worse. Super Junior was there [performance in China in 2008; refer to link] because Han Geng was Olympic Torch bearer... the song they were singing on that day is A Man in Love, in which Han Geng sings no single line... " Just...idek. I have no words to describe this right now... reply

bias time. [December 31, 2009] fionie (SORRY BUT THESE REALLY DO NOT DESERVE TO BE UNDER A CUT) Very lag, but still........ I laughed my ass off when I saw this " Christmas is not a HOLIDAY, Christmas is a HOLY DAY " I don't know where he got that from but it's a good one XD (my sense of humour is weird) And his handwriting is so pretty *_* (I'm assuming it's handwritten just because everyone else's(?) is) andand! How in the world did he draw such a round circle? Unless he used like, idek... a coaster or something? I wish I could see him smiling right now, like the picture he drew. ♥ &&&;;; 꺅 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 10/ read reply

L.O.L [December 29, 2009] fionie 6:06!!!! IN THE BACKGROUND. HAHAHAHAH/ This interview (5 parts in total) was actually funny, as funny as the Azio Entertainment @ Asia with Patty Hou. (GAIZ YOU HAVE TO WATCH THE AZIO ONE TOO - IT CHEERS YOU UP A LOT I SWEAR.) Zhoumi opens up a lot in this one, talks a lot, and Qmi. And the way they describe Henry XDDD Does Kyu do the cleaning up then? It sounds like he does, from the way he talks. ...I miss them so much already. /sobbing forever until this entire mess is cleared up and SJM comes back from their 'temporary disbandment' Also, THIS. I swear I spazzed. In all honesty, I went AS;KDHJAHLDJH for 30 full seconds. (Because despite myself, I've been getting into SHINee recently, especially Jonghyun and Onew. Even Key, Minho, Taemin.... and that's everyone.) And then I couldn't help but feel bitter. I hate myself but I actually felt bitter... with what's going on. I had such high hopes for SJM to come, and just... the feeling sucks. Feeling bitter and then hating yourself for feeling bitter. But anyway! I think this is the first time a SM group is actually coming. So let's give them a warm welcome! (Especially Jonghyun baby~) Hmmm which member's embarrassing picture shall we print a blow up of to bring to the airport...? 6/ read reply

[December 28, 2009] studsincircles 'Amazed' by Lincoln Brewster From the inside out Till i see you by Hillsong United am i loving Him more than yesterday, less than tommorow? reply

awesomeeeeeeeeee [December 28, 2009] studsincircles [ mood | excited ] i can totally visualise myself screaming and singing along with the band! March 7th ftw oh, that reminds me that i have to bring a bouquet of roses too haha the world doesn't need another band (totally) reply

[December 28, 2009] studsincircles Secret to success: Hard work. reply

as a fan... [December 27, 2009] fionie I really like Zhoumi's personality. So... sunshine. Always smiling. And his 'super girl', is one who smiles, for God's sake. The way he views love - so evident in the lyrics he writes. Everything with him seems so rosy, so happy, so... smiley. The feeling of basking in the warm sunshine, and not being bothered by the heat because it isn't too hot. Beach. Laughter. Running. Teasing... Not that those images don't come with certain other members, but it seems particularly strong with Zhoumi. But why doesn't he make me......tick, the way Siwon and Geng do? I realised tonight that if someone were to ask me to choose between Siwon and Geng, . . . I wouldn't be able to. Simply hearing the both of them sing makes me smile. Literally. Which brings me to another point. I've seen lots of comments about how Siwon and Geng can't sing. To be honest, Geng sings way, way better when it's in Chinese, and Siwon - he isn't the best of singers and he always sounds like he has a cold, but imo he has really improved a lot. To say that the both of them can't sing, is a little rude. Sure, compared to KRYZ, they're lacking a lot in terms of vocals. But they, too, can hold a tune. And quite well even, sometimes. So while they can't sing that well, they can actually sing. ...I'm typing as if I know them personally...I don't. But if what they've been showing on stage, on screen, has been the slightest fraction of their real personality, then I can be pretty sure I'm right. 2/ read reply

[December 26, 2009] fionie Bad imitation, horrible re-sizing, terrible fail... *facepalms* ;;;; 有一句话，我一直都想说。。。 ‘只要你们开心，我也开心’ 但事实是，要你们在，我才能开心。。。 今天的太阳已被乌云遮住了，而我从来没发觉过自己是多么的自私。 reply

God is my pillar of strength [December 26, 2009] studsincircles alright... I was feeling a bit bitter/angry/frustrated/ spiteful today morning because my bro did not let me go for my 1st ever ydance prac @ pomo. oh and i woke up on time too.... after many times of bugging him to let me go, he just wouldn't agree because i haven't complete my hol homework. ok that's my fault. and so i've officially missed Level Up camp, unit christmas party and now dance prac w ministry. this is really bad... cos if i joined the dance ministry but if i'm not able to go for the pracs - not because i dont want - but because of other reasons.. then it's totally unfair in many reasons to them. ohman. i really hate myself... ! i wna go ydance prac so badly and svc next week and i still have 5 more classes for my danzppl package. ok enough of ranting, i shall start mugging now and the whole of tmr and finish my homework so that i have valid reasons to go out. 'till then, i'm grounded i guess. (have to earn myself the chance to go Paramore's concert - the worst nightmare must not realise!!) what a bummer. and there's econs proj with 0% progress it seems like Pw all over againnnnnn. for You. ********** just happened read Jiali's blog and i wna exclaim again : THANK GOD for allowing me to be in YDance - with people who love You and love dance! this is one ministry which i really wna serve and give it my all to You! my sister always questioned my motive of joining, i guess now i do know what i'm joining for! from glory to glory!! ********* 2010 gonna be super challenging there's dance concert, mardi gras?, on-going jap classes etc etc oh and A's.... i'm going face it head on! despite knowing that it won't be a smooth-sailing ride and there will bound to be obstacles ahead. but fret not, if God is with me, WHO CAN BE AGAINST ME ? reply

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